Emo + frens + life

WARNING: Super long entry coming up. Hahaha.

This shall be a emo + life + frens entry. Hmm. I have been in SR for a few weeks now. Tons of things happened and i have changed into someone i don`t believe in. Is it for the good or for the bad? I don`t know. Life in JC has let me realise something dat i should change. Somehow. Or you will end up being the stupid one.

Jc life is very very hectic. I can`t catch up in lectures and the only thing i like to do when i get home is to go online and talk to people. It made me feel so much better yet unable to cope with studies. Sometimes, i would just stay in the library after school to finish up tutorials and ask questions. Or i would just go home and laze around because you just can`t seem to keep your mind shut. 1S11 is a okay class i guess. I practically memorised everyone`s name le la. Thanks to the game the teacher want us to play. Then after me, due to lack to time, the others didn`t have to memorise lor. Unfair right. And i found out more about my classmates. Most of them have weird names which are hard to pronounce. But whatever. I am now the treasurer. Kinda stupid right. I hope someone complains about me after 1 week so that they can kick me off the committee.

Mind games club was fun! Haha, just slacking and playing bridge only. Fun fun fun! Good way to release stress & as always i laughed like siao. Trying to figure out who is your partner and who isn`t is kinda challenging too. Made frens too, Charles, Eugene, Kai lun etc etc. Fun is confirm de lah!

I've decided i neglected my secondary school friends way too much so this entry is sort of dedicated to them. I shall start it in terms of alphabetical order. In no order of preference.

Jie Hui :
Thanks for being my friend since secondary 2. Really appreciate everything. You are a girl whom i find has unique taste in clothes and everything. But being unique can be a good thing, at least you are not the same as everyone. If everyone is the same, life will be boring right? Thanks for being the odd one out but being the odd one out does not mean you will be forgotten because you will not. I still don`t know why you like to keep things to yourself. But if you don`t want to say its ok. Maybe one day you will find the need to tell it, i will be there.

Jing Yi :
Our friendship didn`t come by easily. Everything started off with you hate me, i hate you attitude. But i am glad its all over and we are still good friends. You are frank and straightforward and i really appreciate it. I hope we will still keep in contact although i feel that we are drifting apart. We tink and do things differently like what you say, so its vry hard to know what each other is tinking. But i am happy for all that ever happened. You a smart girl so don`t tink that your english is nt fluent and don`t want to speak to other people in english. You've got to have more confidence in yourself. People build up their languages through speaking not by reading. Its two different things. So yeah, jia you!

Stephan :
I don`t know if you will ever get to read this. But i am very guilty towards you. I hope you will forgive me for what i have done. Everything is just so wrong, just not right. I am sorry for everything. Hope you will forgive me. But i really do hope that, you make more true friends rather than just cooping @ home. If you want to make friends, you got to approach people and not wait for them to approach you. You always complain your msn list, there isn`t much people online. You want people, you got to be initiative and ask. Let people know more about you, so they will not misunderstand you.

XinDi :
Haha, what to say about you leh jie? Our friendship started in secondary three and suddenly we are like old friends. Lol. Don`t know what to say about you lah. Always make me ke siao with you LOL. Glad to have you as a fren and nevertheless, good luck LOL. Don`t know what to say. Keep in touch as always.

Zhi Lin :
The same with jingyi, our friendship did not come by easily. Maybe we should just take things less seriously and maybe everything will be alright. Maybe we think too much and thus we ended up in all sorts of misunderstandings. You are really smart so i believe you will become someone of high status next time. Haha. Really. I am glad you are my friend you tried not to let our misunderstandings get worse. Remember me haha. Although we are also drifting apart, but i hope you will still be the same old you.

I think this entry is long enough already ba. Don`t know what to say le..